Probably the most insecure person ever. Worrying about the past when im already terrified for the future. Is there a way to just stop being jealous and worrying if youre being compared to other people. Impossible when you know youre not as good as other people on like every level possible. Then i feel even more demotivated to better myself because its all so overwhelming and i just hate it. I think too much, say too little and stress out so much that i make myself physically sick. Just disgusted with who i am so how can i help but be insecure really?
one time i saw someone skipping rocks and eating a sandwich along the beach and idk he just tossed his sandwich in the water and bit the rock and he just stiffened a bit but i saw him dying inside after realizing what had just happened
hey, look what i found
Wishing you had a father on a fathers day is so cliche. So for me and for anyone else who is lacking a reason to celebrate, Ive decided to change it up a bit and have a marathon of the greatest dads in cinema history. Heres the itinerary. Starting off light and progressively getting darker much like my mood.
-Natural Born Killers
My grandpa has Alzheimer’s so he has no idea who my grandma is but everyday for the last three or four months he brings her in flowers from their garden and asks her to run away with him and be his wife and everyday she says she already is and everyday the smile my grandpa gets on his face is the most beautiful heartfelt thing I have ever seen.